Monday, September 12, 2005

From Tragedy To Triumph

By Rev. Nicole S. Mason, Esq.

It was a warm summer night and I was planning to attend a pool party. I decided to ride through the neighborhood to see if I saw him. Although I knew he was a drug dealer, I wanted to remain friends with him. For several months I didn’t speak to him, because he had stood me up far too many times. However, I had just graduated from Howard University and I was feeling somewhat festive. I wanted to see if I could just stumble upon a late night rendezvous. I rode through the neighborhood and he was standing on his usual corner. I stopped the car and he immediately jumped in. I pulled down the street and we began talking. On this night, our discussion was very different than in times past. We weren’t talking about a late night rendezvous, but my friend looked dogged tired and he kept saying that he was tired. I thought he meant just tired from hanging in the streets, but I would soon learn that his tired was something deeper.

As we sat in the car talking, I happened to look out of the side back window. To my dismay, there was a gun barrel pointing inside and all hell broke loose! Gunfire erupted all around me. I started hollering and calling on Jesus. No, I wasn’t saved, but I like many people know that in times of trouble, Jesus is the first name to call on! When I called on Jesus, I could feel something lift me up out of the car and begin to push me down the street. As I was being pushed, I could still hear the gunfire behind me. I ran for about two blocks and my mind told me that I had been shot. I started responding to my mind. Your mind is very powerful. This is why it is important to watch what you think! I could hardly breathe or walk. I looked up and two people were standing on a porch. I asked them “Am I shot?” They said no and told me to come into their house. The woman told me to lie down on the floor and the man called 911.

When I went back to my car, because I wanted the police to know that it was my car and that I had been sitting there when the gunfire erupted, I learned that my friend had been killed and his body was still in my car. I nearly lost my mind, when I looked inside the car and his limp, riddled body lay there motionless. After that tragedy, I went through an emotional journey that led me right to the feet of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ! It was during this time in my life that I found out what I was really made of and that I couldn’t do anything without the Lord. I learned how to use my spiritual resources, because all of my physical resources were depleted and useless. I had to go through it, so that I could tell you today that GOD IS FAITHFUL! I made it through that situation and I went on to law school.

After completing law school and passing the bar exam, the Lord called me to preach. I have been preaching now for 4 years. I left the practice of law to go into ministry full time. I am confident that the Lord saved me for a time such as this to encourage, educate and empower Women with the Word of God. I started a ministry called SISTERGRAM Ministries where my mission is to reach millions of women with the Word of God, to give them hope and to inspire them to be all that God has created them to be. My life took a major turn on June 7, 1992. God saved my life and I have never looked back. I encourage you to take the tragedies that have occurred in your life and turn them into triumphs by giving your life to the Lord today. God can take your misery and turn it into your ministry! I am a living witness!

In closing, the case was solved and the perpetrators brought to justice. One of the shooters is now a preacher of the Gospel of Jesus Christ! God can do anything but fail!!!


© 2005 SISTERGRAM Ministries * P.O. Box 5453 * Hyattsville, MD 20782 * 301-455-1903 * revnsmason@aol.com * www.sistergram.com

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Cookie Blues submitted by Cheryn

Thursday, September 08, 2005

what is this black chile doin' in russia?

St. Basil's Cathedral in Moscow
last night i had to shut my bedroom balcony door because mr. hawk was lettin me know that he was comin to visit me real soon. jesus. another freakin winter in this s _ _ _hole.

i had some canned foods and rice and other food that have been in my cabinet since i got here. i packed it all up and took it out to this a little pregnant girl that stands at the metro begging. (this is a whole other story) she wasn't there this week so i see an old little shriveled up lady standing behind a tree with her hand out. it's so pitiful. i put the big box of food next to her and she looks at me and asks repeatedly... "why? but why?... why?" i tell her to just take it. don't ask why. she of course is crying but as i walk away she grabs me and tries to wrap her arms around me, which of course is impossible.

a militsa guy comes up to me and asks me for my docs and what i was doin. i tell him to mind his business. which comes out as "this does not concern you" in Russian. i ain't scared no mo. that's right baby. bring it on. he asked me what i was doing to that woman. i said nothing and that she was my mother. he looked at me funny. she then proceeds to hit him on the arm with an umbrella and tell him to leave her alone. we share a slight smile.

i leave because i'm illegally triple parked in front of the metro. the equivalent of pulling up in front of the embarcadero metro on market st. in san francisco and parking your car. impossible right? not here. by the time i get back to my car someone has already blocked me in and i have to wait while he buys his cigarettes. does he rush to get back? does he apologize for blocking me in? hell no. do i do it to the person i have blocked? i think you know the answer to his question. and through it all, the militsa guy is sittin on a bench enjoying the sun and smokin a cig of course.

© 2005 black chile (For security's sake, the author remains anonymous--at least for now)

BEING ME

www.alloilpaint.com
By Valerie Grimes

TO BE ME.
IS TO BE REAL, OPEN AND HONEST
YET! IT SEEMS TO BE, SO HARD TO DO.
MY MIND SAYS ONE THING.
MY HEART FEELS ANOTHER.
THE UNBALANCE OF NOT BEING ME..!
WHEN I NEED TO BE..
I SAY WHAT I WANT INSIDE, BUT NO ONE HEARS ME..
TO SEE THE PAIN, I MUST LET GO.. GAIN NO RESPECT,
SO I MUST REMAIN SANE.
MY MIND IS FULL OF EXPRESSIONS, GOING THROUGH TRANSITIONS.
YET SOMEHOW I REMAIN CALM. BEING AT PEACE WITHIN.
LETTING GOD!

Why I wrote this poem. I HEARD A SISTER IN CHURCH, GIVING HER STORY ON HOW GOD FORGAVE HER. SHE HELD ON A PAIN FOR EIGHT YEARS, BUT IT WAS TOO PAINFUL TO KEEP. SO SHE HAD TO LET HER HUSBAND KNOW ABOUT IT. HE FORGAVE HER. NOW SHE CAN FORGIVE HERSELF. I HAD TO DO THE SAME THING. MY HEART WAS FULL OF EMOTIONS. HOW CAN I DO GOD'S WORK KNOWING I TO HAD UNFORGIVENESS TO LET GO? SO THAT MOMENT, IN CHURCH I TURNED TO MY SISTER, AND SAID, "I FORGIVE YOU. I AM SO SORRY, WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES, I LOVE YOU SIS, I AM SO SORRY, I FORGIVE YOU." NOW WE ARE A TEAM. I MUST LEARN TO LET GO AND LET GOD. NOW I AM ON THE PATH TO WALK WITH HIM. I, TOO, FORGIVE MYSELF. I DO FORGIVE THEM THAT HURT ME. I FORGIVE AND IT FEELS SO GOOD BECAUSE IT IS REAL. GOD IS REAL. NOT PHONY. REAL. WE BELIEVE. WE TRUST. WE HAVE HOPE. WHERE THERE IS LOVE, GOD IS THERE TOO. HE IS EVERYWHERE. GOD BLESS.

© 2005 Valerie Grimes, Fayetteville, NC

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Adopting & Mentoring Families Affected by Katrina

Hello Chosen Ones, introducing, Lynn, my friend & supporter.

I am Lynn Johnson, a Life Coach located in Maryland (Washington, DC area). I have the #1 motivational internet based radio show "The Lynn Johnson Motivational Radio Show." My show is aired all over the world and carried in over 100 countries.

I have embarked on fundraising efforts and humanitarian efforts. At this time, I am also setting up families who are willing to adopt other families and mentor them through this terrible tragedy. My radio show is also accepting donations for as little as $1.00 to go towards the families that have reached out to us directly for help. Please, can you pass this information on and direct any other people who are interested in helping? You can access my show and my site at http://asklynnjohnson.com. Thank you in advance. Prosper in all ways, "Coach Lynn"

Friday, September 02, 2005

Testimony: Prayer Works!

Artist: Annie Lee
Thursday, Sept 01, 2005 8:16 AM
Good Morning,
A co-worker of mine son was in a tragic accident. A couple of days ago he fell 20 feet, developed a blood clot on the brain and is suffering from internal injuries. Part of his brain had to be removed. The doctors' says that he is in grave condition. He is newly married and his wife is expecting their first baby. Please keep them in your prayers as we know - God is able!!!! ~ Rosa

Friday, Sept 02, 2005 8:36 AM
God is faithful! Although this young man has not yet opened his eyes, he was squeezing his Mom's hands on yesterday. To God be the Glory ~ prayer really does change things. Thank you for your continued prayers. God Bless ~ Rosa

Art: Annie Lee

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Is Your Light Shining?

This month our “Seed” will be taken from Matthew 5:14-16: “You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lamp stand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father which is in heaven.” On today I would like to ask you a question “Is Your Light Shining?”

The Lord is charging us today to let our light shine. It is sad to say that we are living in a world where so many people are professing to be a Christian, but no one other than those in our immediate circles in church can determine that we are even saved. If you name the name of Christ, somebody other than your church family needs to know that you are saved. If your light is truly shining someone who is not saved and has observed your lifestyle should be compelled to ask the question, “What must I do to be saved?” Sadly, we have gotten so caught up on observing and doing traditional things in the church, but we have forgotten about allowing our light to shine.

One of the purposes of light is to be able to see. I don’t know about you, but I don’t like a long period of darkness. I want to be able to see. When an individual has not accepted the Lord as their personal Savior they are living in darkness. Once you have accepted the Lord as your personal Savior you have been given light because Jesus is the Light of the World. You and I are charged to share the Light. We can’t continue to have our light hidden under a basket or table. We must let our light shine through in everything we say and do. The text tells us to let it shine before men, that they may see your good works. Men need to see our good works not so that we may get the glory, but to glorify your Father which is in Heaven. I leave you with two questions, “Is your light Shining?” or “Is anyone seeing your light?”

© 2005 Carol Williams. Weekly radio broadcasts, You Are Somebody, every Saturday at 12 noon or Sunday at 8:00pm on WFAX 1220 AM(Metro Wash., DC) or via Internet www.wfaxam.com